Does the tree care?

Last chance to rescue, what's left to rescue.


Practice Yoga, paint furniture, offer cooking lessons, maybe start a catering job, buy wall paper for the bedroom. I simply adore wall paper, wouldn't it be nice, maybe use two kinds, the one with  stripes on the lower part then a wooden board separating the floral one on the upper part of the wall, new curtains..                                 
Try meditating every day, or at least going for a walk.
Try to resist bragging and complaining, try to refrain and hold back.
Try not to scream.
Take a deep breath, hold, breath out, relax.
Look at the almond tree in blossom from the kitchen window. Who decides when it's time to blossom...does the tree care?

Go to the Spa for a day, relax. Forget about lunch, dinner and breakfast, forget about laundry, and cleaning the pantry. Who decides how I organize my day? Do I? Maybe go shopping and spend the entire day in Las Palmas, have lunch and enjoy the sun and the view of the sea while drinking chai on Canteras Beach.
Breath.
Make that decision. Spend a weekend in Lisbon, imagine the view of the port from a hotel room. Close your eyes, take a deep breath, hold, breath out.
Who decides when it's time....do I care?